Will you marry me?

It was a busy afternoon yet I feel I still have a mission to accomplish.
To buy her and engagement ring and ask her to marry me.
There are a lot of perfect places that I could think, lot of words that I could say.
I want it to be perfect.
I want her to be happy. That has been my goal and my happiness since were together. To see her smile, to see how happy she was makes my life complete.

When I drop by at her room, everything was so different... I could feel she is not alright.. I could feel she is sad, she is mad.. There was a mixed of emotions that plays into her heart. Those feelings i could feel.

I wanted to propose to her in a very nice place yet i feel like I should ask her now.
In her room?(question that pop-up into my mind).
What about those perfect places? perfect settings?

We'll I just feel its the right time to ask her.
I want her to feel secure.. I want her to feel how much i really love her.
I want her to know how i am ready to be with her. How I want her to be with me forever. She's the one I've been looking, for all these years...
How lucky I am to have her...
Seems to me that I am in a perfect dream when I am with her...
(to be continued)

The Search is Over

The Search Is Over


How can I convince you what you see is real Who am I to blame you for doubting what you feel I was always reachin', you were just a girl I knew I took for granted the friend I have in you I was living for a dream, loving for a moment Taking on the world, that was just my style Now I look into your eyes I can see forever, the search is over You were with me all the while Can we last forever, will we fall apart At times it's so confusing, these questions of the heart You followed me through changes and patiently you'd wait Till I came to my senses through some miracle of fate I was living for a dream, loving for a moment Taking on the world, that was just my style Now I look into your eyes I can see forever, the search is over You were with me all the while Now the miles stretch out behind me Loves that I have lost Broken hearts lie victims of the game Then good luck it finally struck Like lightning from the blue Every highway leading me back to you Now at last I hold you, now all is said and done The search has come full circle Our destinies are one So if you ever loved me Show me that you give a damn You'll know for certain The man I really am I was living for a dream, loving for a moment Taking on the world, that was just my style Then I touched your hand, I could hear you whisper The search is over, love was right before my eyes

For All I Know

For all i know

I'm happy when I'm with you..

For all I care about

Is to be with you...

For all I want...

Is to take good care of you...


I love you so much and I want to spend my life with you...

M&M (Message for Me)

It's not every day
That I meet someone like you
who I feel so at home with,
who I wish to spend
the rest of my life with.
But it is every day
I want to share into your eyes
and hold your hand in mine.
It is every moment
I wish to bring you
all the happiness there is...

....Reason why I sent you
this card--
to let you know how much
you're thought of and loved,
wherever I am,
whatever I do
and whatever time of day.

Love and Joy
Always

(Message from the other card she give)
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All I want to say has been
written in this card already.
Just want to thank you for everthing &
for coming into my life.
Hope you won't change & you'll love me more
as much as i love you...
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Kobe Mania

just checking this feature i got from nba.com .

Kobe bryant is my favorite nba player...

Cleveland, Lakers and Dallas Mavericks and Denver Nuggets are my favorite teams.

In Her Room

Last night, as i knocked on her room, the door suddenly opened. I thought she had opened the door but turns out it opened itself. The door was not properly closed.
I entered into her room without making any sound. There I see her lying on her bed. She was sick. She was sleeping like a sick angel. I could feel she was really tired and needed a rest so I was just staring at her tired yet angelic face. She is the most beautiful girl for me. Thinking to myself how lucky I am to have her.
Not for so long that she woke up and noticed me.
She told me if I noticed something in her room. I said no (Of course, Im too busy staring at her while she was sleeping :)).
I started to look around the walls, her cabinets then I see our picture together in a frame with a clock on the side. It was cute and I'm so happy she was able to placed our picture in a frame.
Then, she told me if that is all I noticed in her room.
I see these two cards with a note outside "to: Honey".
These were the cards she was telling about. She forgot to give it to me.
The cards were dated 20 of April 2007 and 25 of April 2007.
I was speechless while reading all the messages in the card. I was overwhelmed and happy.
I felt like these are the message I want for her but instead the message was for me given by her.
The exact emotions I feel, I could not describe.
But one thing for sure...
That I love her and I'm going to love her forever..

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Here are the message of the card; (Just want it to share)
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Card dated 20th of April 2007

Card message;

My life changed a great deal
since you came along.
It's like a brand new world
opened up for me,
a world filled with hope and joy,
a world where anything can happen
because you're there to help me
realize my dreams.
And I knew right there and then
that you must be someone really special
to make me feel that way.
And I was right.

Message inside she wrote:

I don't have much to tell you..
I just want you to know that Im really glad you came into my life.
You made me realize how truly happy love can be...
Loving & to be loved is a nice feeling I feel right now.
I know we have so much to encounter &
I hope we could conquer it all
And let our love binds us together. I love you hon... I really do.

Loving Always,
Honey May2x

Other message;

Dearest Honey,

You're the one
I was waiting for all along,
the one I wish to spend forever with.
And though I don't know
what I did to ever deserve you,
one thing I'm sure of is that
I'll bring you the best of my love...
always!

I Love You... mwah...
Always & Forever,
Your Honey

(other card msg continued in other article)

Talk mOre Pay LesS :)

She brought us a pair of Sun Cellular Sim for us to have unlimited call for 7 days...
She was concerned that my smart plan bill will reach to each each limit that we could no longer talk or txt each other.. She was concerned of how much I spent in my plan to call her at night.
How sweet of her!:) Gives us unlimited calls while paying less than my smart plan..
(Before going to bed, I called her thru my cellphone coz she didnt have a landline in their apt.
You just dont know how i loved to hear her soft and tender voice before our night ends..
Just this night we like spent at least 15minutes call time in my smart plan...)
Now we spent like 3 hrs talking before going to bed... If not because of my cell battery was empty, we could spend all night talking to each other... I dont have a charger at home for my Nokia phone.. There were two chargers at home.. One for samsung and one for Nokia 6030 (?).
My phone belongs to a primitive class of Nokia phone. I could not afford or dont like to buy a high priced high tech phones... Coz for me.. I loved my cellphone... I'm proud that I have bought it for around 3K... This is the latest phone that I own.. And this is the phone that lasts for like 2 years...

to be continued... have to go home... pls excuse my grammar :P