Thursday, April 26, 2007

M&M (Message for Me)

It's not every day
That I meet someone like you
who I feel so at home with,
who I wish to spend
the rest of my life with.
But it is every day
I want to share into your eyes
and hold your hand in mine.
It is every moment
I wish to bring you
all the happiness there is...

....Reason why I sent you
this card--
to let you know how much
you're thought of and loved,
wherever I am,
whatever I do
and whatever time of day.

Love and Joy
Always

(Message from the other card she give)
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All I want to say has been
written in this card already.
Just want to thank you for everthing &
for coming into my life.
Hope you won't change & you'll love me more
as much as i love you...
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Kobe Mania

just checking this feature i got from nba.com .

Kobe bryant is my favorite nba player...

Cleveland, Lakers and Dallas Mavericks and Denver Nuggets are my favorite teams.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

In Her Room

Last night, as i knocked on her room, the door suddenly opened. I thought she had opened the door but turns out it opened itself. The door was not properly closed.
I entered into her room without making any sound. There I see her lying on her bed. She was sick. She was sleeping like a sick angel. I could feel she was really tired and needed a rest so I was just staring at her tired yet angelic face. She is the most beautiful girl for me. Thinking to myself how lucky I am to have her.
Not for so long that she woke up and noticed me.
She told me if I noticed something in her room. I said no (Of course, Im too busy staring at her while she was sleeping :)).
I started to look around the walls, her cabinets then I see our picture together in a frame with a clock on the side. It was cute and I'm so happy she was able to placed our picture in a frame.
Then, she told me if that is all I noticed in her room.
I see these two cards with a note outside "to: Honey".
These were the cards she was telling about. She forgot to give it to me.
The cards were dated 20 of April 2007 and 25 of April 2007.
I was speechless while reading all the messages in the card. I was overwhelmed and happy.
I felt like these are the message I want for her but instead the message was for me given by her.
The exact emotions I feel, I could not describe.
But one thing for sure...
That I love her and I'm going to love her forever..

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Here are the message of the card; (Just want it to share)
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Card dated 20th of April 2007

Card message;

My life changed a great deal
since you came along.
It's like a brand new world
opened up for me,
a world filled with hope and joy,
a world where anything can happen
because you're there to help me
realize my dreams.
And I knew right there and then
that you must be someone really special
to make me feel that way.
And I was right.

Message inside she wrote:

I don't have much to tell you..
I just want you to know that Im really glad you came into my life.
You made me realize how truly happy love can be...
Loving & to be loved is a nice feeling I feel right now.
I know we have so much to encounter &
I hope we could conquer it all
And let our love binds us together. I love you hon... I really do.

Loving Always,
Honey May2x

Other message;

Dearest Honey,

You're the one
I was waiting for all along,
the one I wish to spend forever with.
And though I don't know
what I did to ever deserve you,
one thing I'm sure of is that
I'll bring you the best of my love...
always!

I Love You... mwah...
Always & Forever,
Your Honey

(other card msg continued in other article)

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Talk mOre Pay LesS :)

She brought us a pair of Sun Cellular Sim for us to have unlimited call for 7 days...
She was concerned that my smart plan bill will reach to each each limit that we could no longer talk or txt each other.. She was concerned of how much I spent in my plan to call her at night.
How sweet of her!:) Gives us unlimited calls while paying less than my smart plan..
(Before going to bed, I called her thru my cellphone coz she didnt have a landline in their apt.
You just dont know how i loved to hear her soft and tender voice before our night ends..
Just this night we like spent at least 15minutes call time in my smart plan...)
Now we spent like 3 hrs talking before going to bed... If not because of my cell battery was empty, we could spend all night talking to each other... I dont have a charger at home for my Nokia phone.. There were two chargers at home.. One for samsung and one for Nokia 6030 (?).
My phone belongs to a primitive class of Nokia phone. I could not afford or dont like to buy a high priced high tech phones... Coz for me.. I loved my cellphone... I'm proud that I have bought it for around 3K... This is the latest phone that I own.. And this is the phone that lasts for like 2 years...

to be continued... have to go home... pls excuse my grammar :P

Monday, April 16, 2007

AmazinG DreaM

I used to have dreams when I was a child... Me flying in space, me fighting evil spirits, me as a superman... Me in a very nice place, me seeing the shadow of a girl in a very nice garden...
Lot of dreams I had... But that seems to dwindle as years passed by.
I never had a dream this past few years... Maybe I was stressed in my work that I could not dream of something anymore... But last night was different...

Last night... I had a dream...
I saw my honey beside me... Telling me to hug her... Her voice was soft and was so real...
I hugged her, she placed her head in my chest... and it was the best sleep I have... Ever...

Early morning I texted her for an early morning greetings..
I told her about my dream...
I told her that she want me to hug her...

And she was shocked that we both have the same dreams...
She asked me if I really dreamed that...
Sure I really am...

She told me how she wants me to hug her always... That she dreamed that I was beside her... that she wants to be embraced.

I can't explain why, that even in our dreams we are connected to each other...
Maybe because we are really meant to each other...
Maybe I think of her a lot that even in my sleep she is still there.
That even in my unconsious mind, I still want to be with her...

Almost Done with my Blog

Funny how i forget my username and password of my beloved blog. :P
It took me whole day to figure out that information..
I was desperate.. Tried to follow instructions that could help me recover...
How could I remember my username when it is my email address that i used? (Hope this blog will help me log-in my blog without any trouble...) How could I recover my username when the
email address i was so sure that I used is not valid.
How could I recover my username when I thought i was using the old blog version not the new one.
Well, lucky me... Before, one last try, before going home.. I did luckily entered a username, that i thought isn't right but turns out to be the one...
Guess, I still have this blog.. :) I could still update this blog of mine:)
And this blog will be my hint of what my username is and that i'm using the new version of blogspot :P... Thanks a lot my forgetful mind for remembering... Got to go now... Ciao...

Friday, April 13, 2007

Scorpio & Pisces horoscope compatibility

High emotions and elaborate displays from one of the most sensuous combinations of all. (Source: AquarianAge Romance )
For Scorpio: This is not bad. Probably the most erotic sexual combination. The Fish is willing to be a part of your whims and desires, and that makes for a lasting union. (Source: Love Test )
For Pisces: This is a highly sexual union. You love to be possessed and cared for with the deep, warm affection that the Scorpion can provide. Truly a match made in heaven. (Source: Love Test )
A lasting mating. Scorpio’s strength compliments Pisces indecisiveness. Pisces imagination sparks Scorpio’s creativity. Great sexually. Both compliment each other. (Source: Astrology Fun )

Scorpio Man & Pisces Woman
This is tied with Cancer as your number-one soulmate love match. Pisces girls and Scorpio boys are often drawn together, because your physical chemistry is so sizzling hot! This means kissing him will be completely dreamy. The two of you will also share a very special and intimate bond. You "connect" in a way that few other combinations of signs can. It’s almost an unspoken thing where you feel what each other is feeling, and you know what the other is thinking without them having to explain. This match will make you feel romantic and passionate and his strong and loyal nature will give you the security and grounded-ness that you need. An out-of-this-world soulmate match. (Source: Jellybean's Astro-Soulmate Guide )
Some relationships are built for the long haul, and Pisces girl and Scorpio guy harbor enormous potential. You're both water signs, and you feel at home and understood when you're together. On the flip side, you can both be a little possessive of each other and sometimes have unrealistic expectations. Two people can't agree on everything. Respect each other's differences, and you've got a golden opportunity. ( Source: FUNgirl - Astrology )

Scorpio Woman & Pisces Man
This is tied with Cancer as the number-one best soulmate match for you. A relationship between a Scorpio girl and a Pisces boy will be intense, intimate and magical. You are drawn to each other naturally, and your intense emotional needs perfectly complement each other. You feel very deeply about things, and he understands that because he does too. He is a real dreamer, a unique person with an enchanting way of looking at the world, and this will inspire and excite you. He will be true and loyal and passionate about you in a way that makes you feel happy and "at home." You share a special closeness that is truly rare. A perfect soulmate match. ( Source: Jellybean's Astro-Soulmate Guide )
Pisces boy thinks Scorpio girl is nothing short of awe-inspiring. He's fascinated by your ways in a moth-to-the-flame manner, and can't get enough of your drama and mystery. A match made in heaven if you can deal with his occasional lack of follow through. (Source: FUNgirl - Astrology )

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

She Can Read my Mind

Yesterday, i receive a lot of txt messages from someone i dont recognize.
I tried to ignore it but it just keep beeping on my cellphone. That someone also tried to call my cellphone...
I could not stand it anymore but to reply... I said "Sori, i dont recognize ur no.". I found out that someone is a she... She said that she got my number from a friend of hers..
That she had a crush on me (really?)... and want to be my friend...

Not so long ago, or just few weeks ago I have decided to stop all this flirting text messages of mine.. I stopped all my searching for a girl... I have decided to focus myself the the girl I love most. I'm not interested in texting someone I do not know... I don't have time for those kind of thing... Only one person, i'm interested in texting and calling.. That is my girl.. My only girl...

So, I replied to that unnamed texter "Nope, Sori".
That didnt stop her from texting me.. Series of txt messages i received... It was her last message that trigger me to answer her txt " do you have a Gf? if you do i will stop txting you"..
Then I replied " Yes I have"...
But still that reply of mine did not stop her.. She started to talked about us...
She started to guess that im not true to my GF... She started to tell me that i'm playing safe...
That angers me... How can someone say that? When she didn't even know who I aM? and who my girlfriend is...
So i did reply to her txt message again with anger "Pls stop bothering me! and stop assuming!"...
I know this kinda rude but she deserves that...
It was then she replied "she wont bother me again and wont txt me again"..

Well i feel relieve with her last text... At last she understands...

Few minutes after my Gf txted me that she had a dream.. She had a dream that someone is bothering me...
reading her txt amazed me.. This is not the first time that she can read my mind... Seems like she is connected to me that even were far from each other she could feel what i feel...
I know this is weird but its true...
Call it girls intuition...

I told her the truth about the unknown texter...
She was also amazed about his dream that someone is really bothering me..
She said that she trust me...
I feel glad... I said to her that, that day that she called me, I have already decided to love her...
That I will give up all I have for her...
My complicated life has just ended.. My search was over...
I hve her... I love her... I want to be with her for the rest of my life...
I never did feel this way before....

Card's Note

I still cant imagine myself that I have found a girl that I will love this much.
After my hurting experience in my first love story, I find it very difficult to level that love that I have felt before. My life is very complicated since then...
Life is amazing as it is... Life is unpredictable..
Now, i wake up smiling while thinking of her...
Now, i have this girl that i want to be with always...

It's amazing how we met again... After almost 7 years from the day i graduated in college.. I have not seen her then..
Most of my friends just say wow when they heard our story...
Me myself could not even imagine...
I have love this girl very much that i could give up everything i have for her...

Last week, she txt me if this if i'm sure of my feeling for her... I could sense that she have doubt about my feelings...
And it suddens me... It hurt that the girl you love most have this doubts...
I did not reply to her text, instead plan to give her flowers...

I choose the pink rose... cause it means "Please believe me"...
Together with the dozen of pink roses is this card...
Inside this card, i have placed this note... This is what i feel and find it no trouble in writing this message to her...

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Yes, these flowers are beautiful.. But these are incomparable to you.. I could not think of anything as beautiful as you are..Yes, these flowers represents sweetness and very romantic.. But these could not even match my feelings towards you...
Your smile, ur face and ur eyes.. are all i always want to see...Your hands are all i want to hold..
Yes, your my long time crush in college.. But that change now.. Your not my crush anymore.. 'coz something deeper than that, i feel..I want you to know that...
I LOVE YOU... and I love you more as i know you more...

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And these was her reply;

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Im speechles rely tanks 4 d flowers i lov it rely,tank u,lov u 2!ΓΌ
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When i receive this txt message from her, I smiled... My heart smiled..

I will do anything to show to her how much i love her...

I have this fear that loving again will just hurt myself...
But these is the risk i'm willing to take...
I'm happy with these feeling...
I love her and that's all that matters...

I had searched and She Found me

i have this extreme feeling.. out of the blue i received a call from someone.that someone.... that i have been looking for... i been contacting everyone of all of our college friends. hoping that they could give me at least her number. I have found her friends number but not hers. i have conquered all the internet, search every site available that might have an info about her. and again i have found all my other college friend but not hers. We have not seen each other since graduation in college, that was Oct 2000 (wow, it's almost 7 years). I have been longing to find her, to contact, to see her and talk to her...
And finally, out of the blue, i received a call from a stranger. She let me guess her but i couldn't. When she tells me her name, i was like shocked.. (inside of me: what? she called me? she have my number? wow, this is the girl that i have been looking for.)...
Back in college days, there was only one girl who really got my attention. She was my ultimate crush back in college.Those were the days that whe she spoke in from front me, I just can't get my eyes off her. I got these strange feeling. I can't talk to her fluently because of the mixed emotions i have inside me. I am speachless when she is around. Im feeling cold and intense.. We were friends back then.. i wanted to tell her about my feelings toward her. But i just cant. I got chill everytime i attempt to tell her, my lips are frozen, my tongue are tied, and my body's shaking. Yes i know i belong to the group called "TORPEDO".. I wasnt able to tell her about my feelings until we graduated and part ways to practise our profession...
These i think the reason why until these days, I've been looking for her.To tell her, to see if I have these same feeling for her when we see each other.
The first question i asked her was, how was she? it's been a while, like million years since we have talked. Then i make sure I got her cell number.. I want to make sure, i can still talked to her. And want to make sure that i could see her. I recorded her landline number, that was used to call me.. Just for back-up.. (thanks that we have caller id in the office).
It was'nt long enough that she have to cut our conversation.. Maybe her boss is coming..She said she'd call me back.. Less than five minutes... That's all it matters.. To me these was the great day for me... Finally I have talked to her... The next thing will be... to see her.. from there, nobody knows what will happen next...